look… what the fuck are you doing? did you almost let your guard down? quit being sloppy and get your head back on straight; soooo close i came to letting my guard down and letting someone in. then something amazing happened. i realized i was being an idiot and my guard went right back up. i am single and happy to be that way. why take the chance of letting someone in when they could eventually break my heart? seems like a stupid thing to do to me. because no matter how much i want to be wrong, i know that no matter who the are, they will hurt me in one way or another.